A year ago, I thought I was the "best".

Today, I still do.  I just don't wish the best for you anymore.

And it's a relief.

"Cast the first stone
Lets pretend that we don’t have a
Past the worst one
Forbid forget forget that you exist"

After much deliberation, I've come to a conclusion.

I'm starting over.  I've said this many times but this time I mean it. 

However, before I can start new, I have to get rid of the old.  It's probably going to be hard but at the same time it shouldn't be because I know it's something I have to do and should do.  I am moving on, without you. 

It's hard to cut off someone that has been there numerous times and at one time knew you probably better than you knew yourself...better than a "best" friend.  But, then you think, that was almost a year ago...I've changed, they've changed.  And it's not like things have been the same anyways.  In fact, they've been incredibly different.  And, you should agree, we're better than that, we were better than that. 

It's time to let go and find myself...just me....me without you. 

"I don't want you here messing with my mind
                                        I've realized in time
                                                      that my eyes are not blind
                                       I've seen it before
                                                                I'm taking back my life"